why?

[mermaidblue]

I've got my job, my house, my boy, my animals, and my liscense. So why am I not jumping up and down squeeeeeing with happiness???

This end of residency thing sucks more and more every day, and I care less and less, not about the patients mind you but about all the scut work and kowtowing.

I so need a vacation and none will be forthcoming until Mid-June.

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[manifestress.livejournal.com]

here's hoping that vacation time comes soon.

[serendipitygrey.livejournal.com]

Mid June is closer then it feels, and to quote our brother "burnout is a real thing, and should be dealt with as such" You'll make it to the end, and then you will rest, likely freak out because your world is shifting, and then be in a position to be happy about all the wonderful things you have accomplished. Including sticking it though in the face of the sort or adversity that would send me on a quest for explosives and a match.

Dont feel bad about feeling bad. As Mae would say, "You've earned your crazy."