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mermaidblue) wrote2012-02-10 09:27 pm
mermaidblue) wrote2012-02-10 09:27 pm
One month later
It's officially one month since the breakup.
Not really sure what to say. It happened. It sucks. I wish it was different.
Except its not different. So I'm trying to deal with reality and learn from my mistakes. I'm trying to rebuild my life alone and hold on to some kind of faith that maybe things will get better.
I'm seeing a therapist and a personal trainer and going to Al-Anon. I'm buying myself wine and flowers and furniture. I'm painting and packing up his shit and rearranging.
But the reality is, I can do all the work I want on myself...and I still may end up alone with out family or children.
Not really sure what to say. It happened. It sucks. I wish it was different.
Except its not different. So I'm trying to deal with reality and learn from my mistakes. I'm trying to rebuild my life alone and hold on to some kind of faith that maybe things will get better.
I'm seeing a therapist and a personal trainer and going to Al-Anon. I'm buying myself wine and flowers and furniture. I'm painting and packing up his shit and rearranging.
But the reality is, I can do all the work I want on myself...and I still may end up alone with out family or children.